Domino-Antoine Speaks Out Episode 2

Just a little rambling, no real topic...I have a real blog tomorrow! Promise!!!

Domino-Antoine Speaks Out Episode 1

First Video Blog Finally...
I know I need to be a bit more energetic and less distracted but I needed to effing start already!

The Rules of Dating

Lately the dating scene has been ROUGH!!! In the past 4 to 6 months I've dated about 3 different guys in which I thought 2 were promising.
You know I was wrong! Although it didn't work out I'm nit blaming men in general...at least trying my damn hardest not too...but the closest thing to a real man or someone who's able to hang with me is the man in the mirror. I guess no one said the love thing was suppose to easy...
Take my advice and only let yourself fall head over heels for your bank account. A quote of my own... Someone can love you or leave you and if they choose to leave you then you can only learn from it and move in with your life. Love yourself enough to move on as well as let them go. Many people have and will continue to disappoint me and letting myself feel sad about it will only let myself fall into being a victim... And I'm nobodies bitch ;)
Although there are no hard feelings I just wish the men that I dated were up front from the gate instead of playing games to get what they want... Well...until further notice ;)


~Domino^Antoine

Location:Howard St,San Francisco,United States

Back to reality...and Introducing Daphnye

So the guys I was recently dating....whomp whomp whomp.... once again more men "not looking for anything serious".
Can I ask a serious question... Do I look like a god damn joke? Why in the hell do I get all these men that are still in little kid mode? I know I look 12 but damn.
It gets really frustraiting.
So I'm gonna probably change my approach with certain men I meat... and tell them if it's not for keeps you need to be straight up right off the bat



I want to introduce everyone to a new character of mine.....Daphnye Rose...I've had so much fun bringing her out. I've met quite a few men as her, and let me just let it be known that the T-girl scene is completely different from the gay scene. The people and the men (I listed them seperate because I'm starting to believe that men are a different species) I've even gotten a chance to perform as her, you all already know my first performance had to be Beyonce'! I did crazy in love....it was exciting.

There's a lot that's been changing with my personality and who I am as a person lately...I'm not quite sure I wanna explain it right now because your girl is hungry...I'll update you guys more a little later... promises ;)

Dedication to Mr. Potential

Janet Jackson-"If"

Sittin' over here
Starin' in your face
With lust in my eyes
Sure don't give a damn and
Ya don't know
That I've been dreamin' of ya in my fantasy
Never once you looked at me,
Don't even realize that I'm wantin' you
To fulfill my needs
Think what you want
Let your mind free
Run free to a place that no one dares to


How many nights I've laid in bed excited over you
I've closed my eyes and thought of us,
A hundred different ways
I've gotten there so many times
I wonder how 'bout you
Day and night, night and day
All I've got to say is


Chorus:
If I was your girl...
Oh the things I'll do to you
I'd make you call out my name
I'd ask who it belongs to
If I was your woman,
The things I'd do to you
But I'm not, so I can't,
Then I won't
But, if I was your girl


Allow me some time to play with your mind
And you'll get there again and again
Close your eyes and imagine my body undressed
Take your time, we've got all night
You on the rise as you're touchin' my thighs
And let me know what you like
If you like, I'll go down
Da down down down da down down
I'll hold you in my hand and baby


Your smooth and shiny feels so good against my lips, sugar
I want you so bad I can taste your love
Right now, baby
Day and night, night and day
All I've got to say is

Chours (x2)

I've laid in bed excited over you
One hundred different ways I've thought of
Many, Maaaaaannnnny
All I want to say is

(Chours til end)

Another Family Reunion

It's very rare that either side of my family get together unless something devastating or really bad happens. I got a call last week from an old friend an my grandmother telling me that my youngest brothers lungs collapsed. So out of panic I called everyone of my family members in my phone to try to figure out what's going on until I finally got the hospital and room number he was in.
That Saturday I went to see him...my grandmother from my moms side took me...my dad had been staying there with him. Too my surprise it wasn't nearly as awkward as I thought it was going to be...and my dad even payed me a compliment AND we exchanged numbers. I spent most of the day with the three of them and it was beyond crazy seeing my brother hooked up to these two machines they had him hooked up to...one machine for each lung going straight into his sides.
At first everything looked okay but the next day o got a text from my dad telling me that my brother went through x-Ray and was going to have to go through surgery....there was a cyst on each lung that had to be removed.
Today I called because I couldn't go in due to work...and he came out of surgery ok! He just has to get through recovery and hopefully all will be back to normal.
I may not talk to my family on a daily basis but I do love my brothers very very much...once upon a time the three of us were all we had...the smart one the sporty one and the artsy one.
I'm sure one day me and my brothers will hopefully be part of eachothers life on a constant basis...but until then I just want to know that they're going to be okay. Goodness....just thinking abot past memories makes me wonder how we've all drifted...there's been some good times and bad times... I love them both to death though... At the very least I will always be able to say that.
:)


Domino-Antoine

Date Scene

So I've been back on the market for a while now... But only a few months ago started actually dating seriously. I was dating this guy Chris for a while who was really just adorable to me and was the best cuddler an a fabulous kisser! But he wasn't ever really around enough fir me to get to know him.

I started dating this other guy Terry who I met right before I left on my retreat. Honestly I didn't think I'd hear from him after we first met but we stayed in contact. This guys got a personality on him I must say... But in a good way! He's comedy for sure... We've kept the dates friendly at the moment... I don't want the relationship to be based on one thig and one thing only but I know once I have it I'm always going to want it so I've been fighting temptation and have kept the flirting down to a minimum but at the same time I dot want him to loose interest so I don't know...
But this guy has some potential to him...yesterday my head was all over the place due to some family issues (which I'll blog about a different time) but he had me laughing the enitire time we were with eachother...even when I went home through text messages.

The only thing is I hate dating because you always wonder if you're thinking too much or over doing something or if you're head is even in the right place. Urg.... I'll keep you all updated ;)