Not having started the new jobs yet I'm still struggling to get by but none the less I'm making it. I'm really not use to not having enough money to get by. But at the same time I know I'm not going to die tomorrow. I know right now I may be broke, but the thing is as soon as I start my new jobs I should have enough money not only to get by, but to pay off my debt and hopefully maybe afford to move to the castro if I save up enough which shouldn't be a problem.
Eshonna came down to the city from L.A. this weekend and she thought that not only am I not asking for help but I'm not accepting help and that it's an ego thing. My take on it is if I can still afford to pay my bills then I shouldn't need help even if it means I have to eat top ramen for 2 weeks or so. I'm hoping I start one of the new jobs by the end of this week, and my other job, crossing fingers, in another 2 to 3 weeks. I still haven't found time to really look for internships.
Changing that note up a little, I've noticed I've been really in my head lately. I feel like maybe I'm thinking too much about everything in my life. I've been in a very Imogen heap, Postal service mood lately...urg
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