Waking up this morning was rough... considering I didn't remember last night ending. I felt like a brick had hit my face. Turns out I ended up drinking my problems "away" since I heard Diesel was having this party with an open bar. Ended up getting kicked out and my little friend couldn't lift me so i was literally falling on my face now suffering from a scratched up face. I threw up all over the place and passed out leaving my phone in my friends car.
So I had a break down this morning. I started crying and couldn't stop or control it. Thank you so much Clara and Jenn for being there for me. With my mothers situation and just being broken up with, it all just came down on me. I usually can suck it up but this morning after letting myself be a mess last night... I had a breakdown.
So I called in for another personal day off so I could collect myself. Clara treated me to an amazing lunch and then we went to the park since it's hot in the city. Then we came back home, it was a little too hot for our liking. I'm sure I have some more thinking to do and probably will cry a few more times. But the week is over thank god...the month is almost over...and Beyonce's Concert is coming up soon so I'm very excited! That concert is going to be my cure for this slump I'm in, I just know it!
But no more pity drinking for me....that's for sure over. And thank you so much Clara for today. It definitely brightened up my day!
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