Monday, August 17, 2009

Restart My Date Drive/School's back in Session


Being back in the dating world is a lot of fun, but can also be awkward at times. When you're just dating people you don't want to get too attached to one person right away until you feel them out completely and view all of your options.

Now the last time I re-entered the dating world, I dated mostly/only men that...well, let's just say, were well established, although my last boyfriend was a regular joe similar to myself. This time around I think I'm going to mix it up a bit just to see where this ride will take me. I'm hanging on tight and so far we've got 3 contenders....or just 3 people in mind, although I'm not too sure if any/all of them will make it to the next date, or who else I'll date next....

Guy 1: Met on accident at a bar. Thought he was a customer of mine, but turns out he was actually a neighbor. Haven't been on a real date with him but we've hung out. He's an herb grower if you catch my drift which is pretty cool, I've never dated a guy who actually grows. Although he has AIDS it doesn't really bother me considering I've dated a guy with HIV before and even have close friends who are HIV positive...including my last counselor....and yes...I am negative. This guy is dating other people too who are positive, I think I may be his first encounter since he's been infected that isn't positive but is willing to date him.

Guy 2: Met at a dance club as he was putting his drink down, I thought he was sneaking behind me to try to dance with me so I grabbed him and started dancing with him. He's a cool guy, kind of more of a private person unlike myself but so far I really like that about him. He's really sweet, we went to go see Julie and Julia the day after we met and caught a really late dinner. I think we're doing breakfast or coffee on Wednesday, I'm really excited to see him again! He's 23, in school, and also works at bloomies!

Guy 3: Doesn't know he's a candidate but I'm pretty sure he's interested. Met him at a dance club also, we were both kind of drunk and danced the entire night, I had a lot of fun with him. He's a guy with an accent though and my experience with men and accents have never ended well, but he's so charming and so cute! He's got a spanish accent, he works 2 jobs like myself! I think I'm going to be gutsy with this one and be the one to ask him out. We exchanged numbers than ran into eachother again on muni a couple days later. He called me late last night when I was at a bar and I've tried to call him back but got the voicemail, so I'll try again later.

Other than that we'll see, I'm excited for Restarting my dating life! School starts tonight....I'll be in class from 6:30 to 9:30...urg...I get off work at 5 so I have more than enough time to get there and find this class...I'm really exdcited...it's Digital Video Editing. YAY!!!! I've started my online courses earlier today, let's just hope I get my own computer soon before they start getting tough!

Monday, August 3, 2009

Sick...




So I'm sick! All I want to do is sleep. I'm always exauhsted, and I don't even really have an appetite ever to be honest so when I eat I'm pretty much force feeding myself. Every time i cough it feels like my stomache is in workout mode and aches.




Today I have to try to get a loan, I'm hoping my damn bank will give me one. I need a computer before school starts wich is in about 2 weeks otherwise i'm screwed! Most of my classes are online courses.




I really have to find a new full time job asap, I'm pretty sure my department is going to be closed by the end of September which is about a month away. It sucks being sick because no one's going to want to interview a sicky, and not to mention as much as I want to take a day off to get over this, I can't because I desperately need the hours.




URG.... But I'll get through this, I WILL I WILL!!!!