Missed...

I've been back in the dating world for sometime now and have been having a lot of fun but something is missing and I'm just not feeling it lately. I'm not to sure what it's all about but I'm hoping I figure what the hell these feelings are all about.

I haven't been able to talk to my mom as much as I'd like too lately and I really wish I had more of her support but you can only do so much. It's okay though I've been on my own two feet for a while now, I just want a break is all I'm asking for. A time where I'm not worried about what job I have to go to the next day, when I'm going to working at the new job, what school assignment should I be doing right now, is it going to be okay if I go out tonight, and maybe actually get out of california to see what else is out there. I'm not asking for someone to take care of me, I just want a little tiny break, and lord knows I'm not waiting to be an old bitty to enjoy life.

Speaking of work I think I'll be starting the other new job within the next two weeks! I've yet to apply to an internship but after my schedule is going the way I'd like it too, I should be able to control the world again!