SO...thought it would be nice to let the world know I start my money making job finally at the end of this month! I'm really excited...no more broke hoe. I was really down about a few things but I've realized that I'm the best I can be right now. For someone who can work 3 jobs and have an internship plus go to school full-time, I think is quite commendable and I'm very proud of myself. I can't help but just feel like school is taking too long to get over with but I'm sure everyone feels that way about school.
Soon financially I'll be where I want to be, as far as where I live I think I really would like to move to the a better neighborhood. The excelsior isn't a bad neighborhood but it's not the Castro and I'm sure I'd still get looks if I were to be caught holding hands with a love interest of mine or what have you. So I'm thinking near Valencia and 16th or of course the Castro or near Delores, or maybe somewhere kinda close to downtown.
As far as my love life, I'm so over being this victim of "love" or what could be perfect. I've dated and considered a few guys keeping in my life in these past 5 months I've been single but I don't think I was ever really over Marcus. And I went things about it the wrong way, instead of going out more often I just kept myself busy and worked worked worked, and went out every once in a while, maybe i should've switched it a little. Tried some places new to go out or something. Either way I think I'm at that crossroad where I know that no one wants a broken heart, and I would have rather not met him so I would have never felt like this, but I accept it and I'm continuing with my life. I finally realized there was nothing else I could've done, and I deserve to be happy so why not find someone who'll make me happy and I can make them happy. I'm the best I can be right now and if it's not enough then it's best to pass me by so we both can continue with our lives, and that's exactly what's happening...and I'm completely fine with that....at least now I am.
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