Sunday, November 29, 2009

Doubt...


So I have a lot of things on my plate. I understand a lot of people wouldn't do what I'm doing...meaning the 3 jobs I have the internship and going to school full time. A lot of people have told me that I'm going to burn myself out or get old fast and that I'm not going to last too long.

At first I would let it roll off my shoulder because I remember a time hearing that my father didn't believe I'd make it past my first year of college. I guess I expected a little more from some of my friends but I guess I'd rather them speak their minds than be fake. At the same time I'd want support in what I'm doing not just negative feedback.

And lately my mind has been elsewhere. And I wish it would stop wondering to that same thought....ever had a thought or something or even someone on your mind you just would like to stop thinking about. My wandering mind has been getting on my last nerve...I'm going to go shower and maybe have a little walk downtown.

1 comment:

  1. i support you in what you're doing! like i told you before, when i feel lazy or dont feel like going to class, i just think "girll, antoine has like 57843053 jobs going on right now, i think i should be able to go to class!" haha.

    but yeah, i think when people tell you things like that, it's more out of concern, rather then being negative.

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