Recovering

I didn't think that Pride weekend was going to be as fun as I thought it was going to be, but I had a blast! There were a few moments I thought, "what if" but for the most part I was having too much fun to care. I didn't really drink too much, but I had enough in me to let loose a little and be just a little big carefree.
It was Clara's first pride, and I'm sure one she'll never forget. It was great having Sherry there, I love that girl...It's always a pleasure to see Vanessa, she's my little guardian angel. I ran into a lot of people, it was kind of excessive but I did make a few new friends as well.

I talked to Marcus for a short 2 seconds, and we decided to talk over dinner or something later on in the week. I'm not entirely too sure what I'm going to say or want to say, but I know that I'll say what's right when the time comes.

I recieved a letter from my mother, and I know it's the letter that tells me she's being sent back to the Phillipines but I haven't been brave enough to open it yet. But I'll do it this week, I've already made an oath to myself.

I'm not ready to be at peace with the world yet but I'm getting there. I'm at the stage to where I'm just easily annoyed and find myself raising my eyebrow to everything that is said that sounds even the least bit sarcastic, but I'm trying my best to not take anything at this point personal or say anything out of line and just take note of whats going on to observe it later.

I need a lot of time to myself right now. It's honestly really hard to sit in a group of people and not look like I'm pissed off at the world. I just need someones hand to hold every once in a while and when not that, just my little room will do me just fine.

I'm really looking forward to the Beyonce' concert, she's just 11 days away from hearing my voice in her audience, and trust me, she will hear it! The scratches on my face from the fall are healing up really nicely, and so are my feelings. I feel like I'm a bit tougher person now, but I think I'm letting it tern me into a more bitter person. Well...Time will only tell, but for now, Beyonce' HURRY UP!!!!

P.S.

I think Domino's going to be M.I.A. for a while, Antoine will be taking messages for him if you neccessary. ;)