Sunday, June 21, 2009

What More Could I Ask For?


So once again everythings been switching up on me, but of course in a good way. Things and people change due to whatever situations come up. I've noticed that I have been more about making myself happy and more concerned about what pleases me. I use to be really over concerned about everybody else and would bend over backwards as some would say to make everyone else happy. I think what brought on the change is this....


I do know that a lot of people care about me and I have a lot of close friends who would come to my rescue if I was in harms way... although if I just wanted to have someone do something because a bitch is a little tired and wants to be a tad bit lazy or if I'm just trying to get something done faster, I don't know if a lot of people would be there, however if the tables were turned... of course I would do it. I caught myself getting a little careless attitude, I almost said bitchy, but it's not really a bitchy attitude it's definitely just a careless one. I'm sure I've offended a person or two by saying "no," but they'll get over it, and I don't care really.


Mostly all my friends at this point in my life are all adults and it's a good time to finally just focus on myself and get what I want. Not saying I'm going to care less about my friends because everyone knows I have a huge heart and care way too much for people, but again...me time!


I now have a boyfriend that reminds me of myself kind of, works 2 jobs, going to school, and knows how to have a good time all in the same. I'm so close to finishing school...I can just taste that degree! I'm going through yet another change in who I am, and I'm just going to sit back and let this one happen. It is very different though, because I can already feel the difference in who I am, and how I act, and I'm still in limbo not sure if I like it too much, but definitely am accepting of it.


My next blog I'd like to address some previous issues I finally overcame that I don't have time for, nor the eneregy haha... but I'm very excited to finally share it and talk about it.

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