Thursday, July 16, 2009

Once you're at your lowest...there's only one way to go


So yesterday I found out my main job cut my hours from working 5 days a week to only working 2 days a week.

I haven't cried about it yet which i think is really odd, kinda scary actually. When it comes to my jobs I'm usually really emotional, I'm scared that I'm going to have a breakdown later since I haven't even let it really sink in yet. I'll probably feel it when I see that first paycheck that can't even pay rent.

So I'm going to have to try to find an additional job. I've already applied to about 6 or 7 this morning. The only thing I have that's letting me have or feel any kind of emotion is me playing the Beyonce Experience over and over right now.

I don't understand how everything just got flipped upside down when things were going so right. But I'll get through this, I just have to have hope that this will just be something else I can say I got through with my head held high.

Wish me luck.

1 comment:

  1. Antonie, you're an amazing person. This is a hurdle turned into a stepping stone to endless possibilities. You said it best, hold your head high love!

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